Love Covers.

 

Well. as you can see im putting up entries more than ive ever posted in the month of December. asher has been drying up very good, despite the random pains and todays is his 1week anniversary -.- and btw. im being positive by thinking asher looks like a BIG WIDE SMILE. those kind of smiles that can see your entire teeth kind. hahaha all i have to do is put two round dots above it and taaahh dah you get a very happy face.

 bumped into Matt Nathanson on youtube and he surprisng has a very good voice and his lyrics are pretty inspiring too eh. his name i know sounds like another blond bloke rightttt.

I was clearing some stuff in the room and read about the love story of Stephen and Rebec So amazing and how love is a choice between two imperfect people. We tend to focus on the flaws most of the time, we forget who we fell in love with. Just like how imperfect this shot i took in Japan, Niko what good if it focused on the first leaf eh.

No la.

Im not love-emoing.

How love for others should be the same way too. How His love covers us, we cover others.

If I bent like you said was best
Would that change a thing?
If I spent myself what’s left
Would you still leave me here?

-Matt Nathanson ‘BENT’

I tell myself repeatedly and respectfully, that i will never fall in love with a broken mistake.

your random calls :)

i found a couple of HILARIOUS photos during the trip to Japan w Leongs. hahahahaha,i rmb the feeling of intense humor and how LOUDLY I BURST OUT LAUGHING. even sitting here, plain happy.

happy faces

Asher, the enemy of Rosemary HAHAHA.

” Out of these ashes, are testamonies of love.”

Im officially at home for the next 3days, asher has been coming out yellowish water and being pretty sore since friday. The only thing you ask me what i reaallllly reaaallyyy REAALLY want to do is to go for a run or take a dip and swim and swim for what seems like forever. It feels really weird not exercising ):

but ITS OKAY. (:

im healing. asher is going to get well. asher is not going to scar. asher is not going to be pain. asher is going to dry up really soon. ASHER VERY SOON IM NOT GOING TO CALL YOU ASHER ALR BECAUSE I CANNOT SEE YOU ALREADY.

(:

Keep a positive heart. thats what will keep you on the course always and forever Im verrrrrrrrrrrrry eggcited for malaysia CNY and the Bali trip at end Feb with heartiest people ever! sigh and i cant wait to see riko & evi & baby too. i kinda miss our indonesian friends hey, daniel, nelson, cathy and diyani.

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Come on Joelle

come on Janis, its just a burn mark that will take some time to heal. No keloids will be formed if you think it will not be formed.Sigh this really is harder than i expected. not just a physical wound, but a mental wound. I seem to have phobia over bikes and hot metals now ):

I will keep on smiling.

since 2010 has started a month ago, nothing really good seems to be happening. First i got a heart attack on where my directions should be. And then, i sprained my right knee ligament which means no runnning for the longest time of 2months. and just last night ive got an awful burn on my right calf, which really took me by surprise. which made me feel very sad ): No swimming too for the longest time. Sometimes when things dont seem to be good and a series of bad happening just keep coming on, it is so difficult to stay happy and positive.

Well i guess its pretty difficult for me, who run 4km 3 times a week and 20laps two times a week. and now, zilch.

Went to the clinic today, talked to the nurse and most gentle ever doctor about my burn and all. The nurse/receptionist was like, “youre a very cheerful girl”. Cause half the time i was more concern about whether im going to have a scar yet chatting and making funny. I replied her, “Must always look on the brighter side, positive”. She smiled. and i smiled, too.

I need You more than ever before.

Sometimes when we make decisions to greater works for Him, everything turns upside down. But i will always always always remember, “Do not lose heart, do not grow weary.”

gamberoni bistro.

i smell, the test of strength, the test of grace, the test of forgiveness, the test of loving when its the hardest, the test of mercy and. The test of faithfulness.

Its only the 11th day of 2010, daggers and strains. Let me breathe, the breath of Your drop of love. I want to say, on the last 11th day of 2010, I have overcomed. With a heart made of steel, layered with gold but soft and breakable in You.

As i looked at our bottles,

 I still think about you.

But knowing, its time for something new. Despite our obvious differences, we tried to pursue an invisible idea. But, people grow weary and weigh whether it is worth the run afterall. With this, I think this year i will stop catching wind with you.

When words speak for you.

“My grandfather had been like that, too – you wanted to be your best around him, not because he demanded it, but because there was nothing like that grin when you knew you’d impressed him. My grandfather was the reason I’d picked for this jury, Even though I had no personal experience with murder, I knew what it was like to lose someone you loved. You didn’t get past something like that, you got through it – and for that simple reason alone, I understood more about June Nealon than she ever would have guessed”

-Jodi Picoult, Change Of Heart; Pg13